Autobiography:

GILLIAN.
Date of Birth: 01DECEMBER1993
14 going on 15

i'll make a splash in your life.
thats what i do :D
take it or leave it.

i'll blast you off to a world of
insanity in my ever so wonderful,
colourful and fantastic rocketship!

nonsense ends it all

Escapes:
alsofiena alyssa amanda belynda brenda clarissa cuixia huixiu joan joee joelle katherine lijuan michelle miss goh meimei rujun wanning yeeteen yijun

coralband two/five

Credits: un deux trois quatre lyricaltragedy

Radio:

Tuesday, July 1, 20089:07 PM ohgod, there is Art fest rehearsal tomorrow
and it till like, 9pm??? what the hell?
i'm supposed to still have a life.
however, that life is like revolving around Art Fest.

actually, there are many many thing i still wanna say.
but personally, i haven't even found a way to say it myself.
i wish i knew how to put these into words,
but i'm at a loss for it.

i guess saying things i want to say have never been my strong point.
there are times when people make me so mad,
and there are so many things i could say but the words never seem to come out.
then i get home & i wish i had said all those things and made myself feel better.

Other times i actually manage to say all the things i want to say,
but after i say it regret it horribly to think i stoop to that person's level.

Maybe that's why i'm not so great at handling some stuff in my life.
i know what i want say to but i just can't bring myself to say it.
even if the thing i want to say could work out for the better.
& when i finally bring myself to say it, i'm afraid of regretting it.
i'm afraid if this doesn't work out, or that doesn't work out.
then i'm back to square one and not saying anything.

oh god, i have never put so much effort into making my post so..
hmm whats the word? not truth revealing?
oh man, i still have so many things to say to so many people.

Labels: i'm so stuck