Autobiography:

GILLIAN.
Date of Birth: 01DECEMBER1993
14 going on 15

i'll make a splash in your life.
thats what i do :D
take it or leave it.

i'll blast you off to a world of
insanity in my ever so wonderful,
colourful and fantastic rocketship!

nonsense ends it all

Escapes:
alsofiena alyssa amanda belynda brenda clarissa cuixia huixiu joan joee joelle katherine lijuan michelle miss goh meimei rujun wanning yeeteen yijun

coralband two/five

Credits: un deux trois quatre lyricaltragedy

Radio:

Monday, June 30, 20084:14 PM oh man! Art Fest is in like 12days.
FUCK
i know i'm not suppose to say that word but this is most extreme
and reasonable time for me to say it.
i am going to fuck up so damn bad for Art Fest
and i frigging know it.

Amazing Grace is a god damn Funeral song,
not to mention the worst song ever to play to start ANY concert.
to hell with it.
i so wish we had chosen "boys and girls" way ealier.
its like 10x happier, not depressing, not boring
& whatever other crap you can think of for Amazing Grace.
WHY?!?!

i should be extremly blessed no band members read my blog.
if they do i'm so gonna have the most horrid time
for the rest of my time in band.

don't get me wrong, Amazing Grace is a nice song
but nto exactly the best song to play for a concert.
god, talking about band reminds me i have band tomorrow.
WHICH MEANS, i have to carry my tuba to school
along with my file and 3 stands.
hell, thats going to be heavy o.o

i more freaked out by Art Fest rather than SIBF.
so wrong. and SIBF is like way scarier cause its an INTERNATIONAL competition.
hell, if we do badly, i KNOW we are so going to break down. again.
SFY was depressing enough with a bronze.
god, i'll be happy even with a silver! PLEASE >.<
to cry at SYF was traumatizing enough, tyvm.

Paragon after that.
first PUBLIC performance for the year.
remembering how bad i screwed up last year is not very comforting.
i will never ever get Dancin' Megahits.
why are all the nice songs so damn difficult?

NDP after that.
& i PRAY my juniors will make it.
this is why they NEED to come for band
(Rachel, chill! i'm not angry with you!)
there is no way i can teach them all the other pieces with the limited time we have.
they only can play Graduation Suit. what the hell.

this is why i am so hating my life right now.
i'm strssing myself way too much.
i'll be so happy to step down next year >.<

oh well, going to chiong some tuba practice before i return it
and my homework. which is like, alot?

Labels: when this comes to an end i'll be happy